I have the attention span of a toddler and a memory span of a 90 year-old all conveniently (dis)arranged in a 17-year-old wreck of a soul. I am not a noun. I seem to be a verb, an evolutionary process, an integral function of the universe. I’m simply a human fill-in-the-blank.

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9 / 1 / 2012
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Mindless thinking.

Sometimes at night I wonder how different things would be if one little thing never happened or happened in another way.

Has that ever occurred to you? Have you ever paused for a bit and thinked of stuff like, “What would have happened if…” and countless  other What ifs? And it leads to one thing, and that one thing leads to another, and another, until you get something huge and something that impacts your life so much?

If you think about it, those little choices you thought weren’t so important, actually matter. Those minor details gradually end up being the final product that seemed so inevitable. You never saw how much actual control you had over it because you never really thought your choices completely through.

So it gets me thinking again. What kind of choices am I going to make today? Tomorrow? Next week? I see them as little things, but later in the future, what if they were more than that? Bigger and more important than you’d ever imagine. 

I guess I’m just over thinking things again.

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